Monday, April 13, 2009

so frustrated
   this life seems so mundane and hard at the same time.  Things consume my time, and my time consumes me.  This world continually spins, but I feel like I can't move from the place I'm standing in.  I want to change, I want to grow I want to move forward but Im stuck being this person.  I'm stuck in this place, Im stuck thinking the same things over and over.

   Why can't I change, "it just takes hard work".
   What do I have to give,  "everything that is within me."
   Am I really smart enough,  "you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you".

So I sit here in the library pondering the concepts of theory vs practical and think... 

     I just want to escape this reality and watch tv.


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