this life seems so mundane and hard at the same time. Things consume my time, and my time consumes me. This world continually spins, but I feel like I can't move from the place I'm standing in. I want to change, I want to grow I want to move forward but Im stuck being this person. I'm stuck in this place, Im stuck thinking the same things over and over.
Why can't I change, "it just takes hard work".
What do I have to give, "everything that is within me."
Am I really smart enough, "you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you".
So I sit here in the library pondering the concepts of theory vs practical and think...
I just want to escape this reality and watch tv.