The dark parts of my heart consume me some nights. Light is pushed out of my heart, and is replaced with fear.
fear of making a mistake
fear of being found out
fear of loving and not being loved
fear of being forgotten
fear of loosing my way
fear of not doing what is meant
fear of not achieving
all these fears reside within the dark parts of my soul. Many of them digging deeper roots than I could imagine.
Then my Abba breaks through that darkness. He uproots them one at a time, with care so that I am not wounded by the light. His love is so deep, and cleansing my fears are turned into hope and resilience.
They are transformed and restored into
hope of gaining wisdom from mistakes
hope of being transparent and genuine
hope of being loved so deep by a man that is appointed by God
hope of being found by my Abba
hope of His footsteps being set before me
hope of declaring what God has for me in my life
hope of the excellence and achievement God has birthed me for and with
My fears are made new by my Fathers restoring power. I praise Him today for this new revelation, and long to be found in adoration.