Tired.

Tired. . . 

                   of running

             of you running in my head

       of doing, being, giving, to all of you

of not doing enough, doing too much

of being afraid of love, being a afraid not to love, afraid of being unlovely.

   why do I fear so much when I know what love is from the one who 

     created it?

    

         Tired. . .  of being tired.