Oct 29th, 2008 - The laziness of mourning/morning

I lay in bed, and dream in brightness, and colours
I think of days past.

lazy
tired
weary

not from hard work- but from working hard through mourning.

The hardest work, is to lay there, and not feel a thing.
to dream in colours and brightness, when dreaming is done in the dark.

I lay in bed, throughout the day.
staring at the bright sunlight on the wall dreaming your in the next room